this will be the year

that I lose weight . Don't I say that every year? but really I need to lose weight I'm 195lbs at 5'5 it is not healthy. I hate what I see looking in the mirror. I hate having my picture taken it just make me realize how fat I have really become. I found a picture from 08 look back I didn't look that bad but I know I thought I was really fat I mean I was fat 150lbs or so. If the old me could see the current me she would barf.
So heres to dieting

and of course the little man